I’ve realised something these past few days. I can only write when I’m in a somewhat good mood. Don’t know if it’s because I really “can’t” write, or if it’s because I don’t want to regurgitate my negative feelings and thereby going down a downward spiral. I guess it’s a healthy sign, knowing at least what *not* to do. It does suck a little though, that it is that way, because it makes it hard to follow what was going through my mind at that time, and why. What set it off? What was my state of mind? Where in the grading system was I?
Anyway, today I have been very angry and irritable, but ending the day in happiness. (Now if only I could start training again).